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[.SCORPIUS HYPERION MALFOY !]

feeling lost/feeling tossed/like i don't know
feeling choppy/disconnected/like a bad strobe
like a song that's never finished
i need a last note/but it never comes

One would believe that going back to Hogwarts would be a wonderful thing after all their time off the school, yet for Scorpius Malfoy this was far from what he wanted to do. He still personally had a hard time that they had convinced him to return but it was rather hard to say no when every eye had been placed on you and they had asked him so many times. As the familiar sound of the train getting started launched for the first time in days Scorpius did not move. He had escaped the eyes of both the Potters and Weasleys not wanting to get in between their goodbyes.

He already felt like a complete estranger besides them, the last thing he would wish for is to keep interrupting their private lives. By now he would have usually been surrounded by other Slytherins, talking in low voices and looking back at their free week. Certainly finding excuses to make fun of other students, mostly Gryffindors and the like. A hobby that Scorpius was happy to try to stay away from as much as possible. But today he sat completely alone, knowing that no one would dare to come and sit with him.

Narcissa would probably take a room with her other Ravenclaw friends and Albus and the other would return to his Gryffindor friends and the like. As for Rose, she would probably like to sit with Chris, he wasn’t hated by half the school after all. There was so much that he still needed to get use to.

For the first time since he had sat in there Scorpius looked out of the window into the rainy platform 9 and ¾, mothers, fathers and siblings waved to their loved one happily as the train moved forward. For a moment he expected to see his own mother and father smiling warmly up at him, but then he remembered that they would probably never smiled at him. They would probably never bother to even look at him again, unless it was to only to show their shame. His eyes felt slowly on a dark figure not that far away, rising slowly he tried to get a better look of the person. But by the time he was up the Hogwarts Express was accelerating away.

He took his seat once more, still glancing back at the quickly fading station, unable to see completely or understand what his eyes had seen. He knew it could have been a trick of his yes, but something told him that it had really been him. More importantly he himself had not been alone there had been someone else in there and they had looked directly at him. Scorpius placed his hand over his head taking a few deep breaths. It had been so foolish to come back, he should have expected that they would have send someone to look after him. But why go so far as to send him, they could picked someone else just as easy.

Unless they were of course planning something, but Scorpius doubted that. The attack on Hogwarts had been a big mess and now Bellatrix was gone. He doubted that they would risk another attack so soon after all those events. Unless they were just there trying to recruit someone. Scorpius heart sank, that made him feel less better but before he could give the subject any other thought he heard someone move outside. He trying to ignore this sound, but the person was no moving away. By the looks of it they were opening the door. Looking finally up Scorpius wasn’t ready to see anyone just yet, especially not another Slytherin.

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It had been a terrible ride over to the platform. Having to find your own way to the train station without an adult to help you. That's how it had always been. Ever since she was eleven she had to do it herself, because of her father being a vampire. She weaved her way through the train to find an empty compartment. If anything was empty these days. Other Ravenclaws seemed to be having fun with all of their friends gathered around packed into one compartment.

The noise was unbearable. Her sensitive ears were hurting with each bout of laughter or yelling. Having finally found an empty compartment she pulled the door open to see that it was occupied with a Slytherin. Scorpius Malfoy. She figured the boy would have some kind of group surrounding him. Not sitting alone.

"Oh. Sorry. Do you mind? The noise of everyone is hurting my ears. And there's no more empty compartments that I can find."

As if that couldn't give herself away. Though of course anyone's ears could have hurt with all the noise. She was different that everyone. Shy, quiet, and considered strange by others. Maybe that was why she kept to herself most of the time and stayed away from everyone who seemed to be a threat, but all she could see was a lonely boy who couldn't find his friends.

She sat down near the door of the space, as the window seemed to bring too much light into the compartment for her to bear. It was one of the downfalls to being half-vampire. The light was terrible to deal with. Now she could understand why vampires were creatures of the night and considered evil. When she herself and her father, were not evil. They kept to themselves. And went out when they needed to.

There were times she found herself staring at Scorpius, with those blue-gray eyes of her as if she didn't have anything better to do with her time, which she didn't. She had packed a few birds, to keep for a later snack, but it would be awfully hard to drink the blood out of them with so many people around.

"Why aren't you hanging around with your friends? If it was what happened, they'll still be your friend. They can't hate you forever."

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[.SCORPIUS HYPERION MALFOY !]

like a song that's never finished

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Scorpius looked toward the door, waiting for it to open and whop ever was behind to make their move. After a while the person on the other side, gave up apparently and moved away probably to join some friends. He was now more than sure, that word about his betrayal to the Death eaters was out there. He should at least be slightly happy that the other students would not look at him like a dangerous criminal ready to strike, but unfortunately most of his “friends” were major Death Eater supporter, or children of Death Eaters.

If his relationship with his childhood friends Raiden had been damaged during their fight, he couldn’t think of a proper word to describe how bad it was now. Scorpius could only take a deep sight as he scrambled through his things in search of something to occupy his mind in. After some time he finally decided on taking out the Daily Prophet, there hadn’t been any major news on it after the attack on Hogwarts. He guessed that either the Death Eaters were keeping it low, or the Ministry just didn’t want to upset the people anymore. There was still a lot of fear going around, some people say that Bellatrix had been killed.

Others said that she was still alive, after hearing the prophecy himself he was starting to believe that she really was gone. But who ever had taken her place, could not be a nice friendly person. Surely he or she would want a word with the boy responsible of noticing the Ministry and the Order of their well planned attack on Hogwarts. Scorpius continued to read through the passages as more students made their way into the train, he only stopped by the sound of his door been opened again.

Scorpius looked up as the Ravenclaw, he knew was called Rowan stood there. “Sure, I don’t mind at all.” It wasn’t like he was waiting for anyone at the moment, better make the trip with at least someone to talk to. He tried to go back to his reading, but he could feel Rowan staring at him, burning right through his skin. He actually felt strange with this silence and felt better when she spoke again. He looked up, closing his eyes slightly at the light coming from the window. “Do you mind of I close down this shades, the sun is a bit bright today?”

To answer her question, Scorpius tried to smile. Thought his face reminded humorless, he had guessed that most of them weren’t really his friends. But just knowing that even those from other house noticed was slightly embarrassing. “I guess, they aren’t really happy with my latest actions.” Not that he could fully blame them. “I’m actually more worried about what they may have planned for me once I’m back in Hogwarts and out of the Ministry’s wing.”

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[/color]t took Rowan a few minutes before she could answer Scorpius' question about the blinds. Her sunglasses blocked most of the light to her sensitive eyes. Spacing out was something she was used to doing before her turned her attention back to Scorpius. "Yeah, go ahead." Her voice almost wavered as she looked at the window. She turned her head quickly, pulling her sunglasses off and rubbing her eyes clear.

R[/color]owan looked at the door for a moment, before turning her attention back to Scorpius. "Then they probably aren't your friends. Make them mad. Get new ones. They'll leave you alone when they see you with people who seem to care for you. Not that its helped me in anyway. I'm still the weird kid around Hogwarts." Which was true, but to say she was a freak, wasn't the correct answer to say anyways. Half Human and Half Vampire, not always a good mix to tell people. Someone might use her to get what they want. Not something she wanted to do to get herself killed. Even if she could step into the daylight. Rowan felt nothing toward emotion when she thought about friends. Sure she had a few, but no one would take her serious about what she truly was unless she could truly trust them. Telling anyone of her secret was costly to holding a friendship together instead of being turned away.

P[/color]laying around with her sunglasses seemed to keep her content while she waited for Scorpius to ask questions. It was obvious she gave someone the creeps they started asking questions to what was going on. She heard the rumors around school, that she was entirely normal. Yet, it worked for her. Even if she could only see her father at night with his skin a pale white, his eyes bloodshot, his craving of blood was stronger than hers, and his lack of a wand. He was a squib when he was born. He wasn't born vampire, she figured that out herself. "What have your parents said about your actions? I'm sure they were furious?"

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AWAY FROM YOU MY WORK DONE HERE IS THROUGH

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STARRING ; SCORPIUS HYPERION MALFOY
SPEECH ; 348
APPEARANCE ; [/B] HERE
LOCATED ; [/B] TRAIN
NOTES ; [/B]
LYRICS CREDIT ; [/B] GODSPEED BY THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS
GRAPHICS CREDIT ; [/B] MOI
OVERALL CREDIT ;[/B] MOI
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[.SCORPIUS HYPERION MALFOY !]

like a song that's never finished

i need a last note/but it never comes[/center][/b]

Scorpius flicked his wand with easy as the blinds came down, leaving the small room into a nice refreshing darkness. Some light still came through, which meant they could still see each other. Rowan was one of those people he saw here and there, never having gone through a long conversation with her. But been on the same year and since Slytherin shared a few classes they saw each other quite often to know a bit about each other. At her words, Scorpius nodded slightly. He had thought about that a few times over the past week, had some idea even before the actual events. But when the day came to comfort the true, it still hurt slightly.

“I guessed so myself, you can say I’m happy about it. I lost a great part of what I believed was my life. But now at least I know who I can trust.” The Potters had after all, taken him when everyone else had turned their backs. The people he had been thought to hate had been the ones there for him when things came to an end. “I guess I just haven’t gotten used to it. Thought I have to admit the silence is welcoming, usually I couldn’t even hear myself think.” When the following question came, Scorpius wasn’t really expecting it.

“I haven’t seen them since the attack, something lead to another and I ended up living with Harry Potter. If I come close to my house I probably won’t make it alive.” His parents would forgive him, but he doubted his grandfather and the other death eaters that made his home their base would be to happy with him right now. “My sister is still around thought, she came with me, she means to me more than they could ever.” That his sister accepted his actions was enough to give him some strength.

“But lets not talk about unhappy things, at last we are going back to Hogwarts, I never thought I would miss been back there.” He tried not to mentions he at first had plans of not returning, taking his lead to another school. Had Albus not stopped him, Scorpius would have been miles away by now. “How was you unexpected vacation?” He knew some people didn’t trust Rowan, thought she was weird at least that’s what some Slytherins said. But she looked fine to him, maybe a bit mysterious, but fine never less.

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"My vacation wasn't that great. Dad had business to do most nights as he slept most of the day. Has a very bad allergy to light. So it wasn't all that great." Rowan couldn't really ask for more though. Her father usually had things to do during the night that he couldn't do during the day and that was all his time was spent on. Especially since he usually did this when she was at school so she didn't have to worry about being attacked.

Though she came close to a vampire hunter during the break, having stumbled upon a trap. Luckily for her there was only one and she easily murdered him with the snap of his neck. Idiot to think that they could go against a vampire, let alone a hybrid of a vampire and a human. It was tough for her to handle such a secret that no one could find out. It was bad enough that she had to lie what her father was. When he himself was a full vampire. How it came to be that she was half and half remains a mystery to herself even to this day.

She looked back at Scorpius to hear what his thoughts were. Of course she could probably dig through his mind to tell with the telepathic ways of vampires, but she refused to use such a power. The only time she ever used such a power was when she was hunting humans and that was rare. She ate normal human food and was a normal human until she lacked the blood needed to keep her skin color normal before people noticed she was this bleach white color and started asking questions if she was alright.

Was that how she looked now? Drained of any color and looking very sickly? She hoped not. She couldn't remember when she last fed to save her own life from feeling starved and having a bloodlust rampage to go after victims to serve her purpose of feeling like a normal human.

"How was your break? Or was it completely terrible as you rested up from your little adventure?"

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SPEECH ; 357
APPEARANCE ; [/B] HERE
LOCATED ; [/B] TRAIN
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[.SCORPIUS HYPERION MALFOY !]

like a song that's never finished

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Hearing Rowan talk about her father made Scorpius feel a bit home sick, it had been a whole while since he had last seen his own family. Even during the night that he was taken to his home, he had only been able to have small glimpses of his mother and father. He right now doubted that he would be having the opportunity to see them any time soon, even if they wanted. The Death Eaters had placed him as a traitor, if they tried to communicate openly like that, the family itself would be placed in more danger than it already was. He had no idea what Regulus was capable of doing and he couldn’t risk getting them hurt, hopefully once this was all over they could all get together again.

“Well I don’t think it was suppose to be much of a vacation, everything happened out of nowhere, no parent could be ready to have their children back home so early in the year. Plus the event that led to it was not a very happy one at all.” Scorpius paused for a moment, he now that he thought about had never really heard anything about Rowan and her family, least of all her father. It was a bit strange, Hogwarts been Hogwarts meant that you tended to know a bit about everyone. Yes, every student had their secrets,. But things like family, blood status and the like went around quickly.

“You know this is the first time I hear about you father, but the sounds of it he appears to be a busy person.” Scorpius smiled and hoped that he wasn’t sounding irritable. He knew that some students weren’t fond of talking about their private lives. “Sorry if I bother you, is just I haven’t really heard much about him, but if you don’t want to talk about him, I don’t mind at all.” Scorpius felt a bit embarrassed, he had never talked this much with someone else, it was still a habit he hadn’t mastered well just yet.

“Strangely my vacation went quiet adventurous, the Potters and Weasleys are definitely different from what I am used too. They are very close and the house reminded busy for the entire time I was there. At first I even had plans to leave and maybe join Durmstrang, but Albus Potter convinced me differently. Plus it helped me grow a bit close to someone I have some small interest on.” The whole thing had been new for him, but fun never less. He was for the first time getting to see what been part of a real family was, back home they were also so distant sometimes, that it was hard to tell they were actually a family. The Potters on the other hand, never stopped sharing and talking with each other, the noise was loud, bit it felt like a lullaby to his ears.

[.ROWAN KESTREL AMBER !]

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"You're completely fine. I don't talk about him because no one asks about him or anything else from me. Everyone sees me as the person to stay away from. Why? I wouldn't know, I'm not different than anyone else. I just don't talk about my family or my past. It's a light subject. I'd start breaking down into tears if it was really emotional, but it's not. Even if I did witness my mother's death at the age of five and fully understood what happened. I'm not worried what people might think about me. I'm worried about how people would treat me if they knew everything about me."

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She was frighten of what others would do if they found out what she was hiding. People would use her for the wrong reasons. She wouldn't have any friends to mingle with. Everyone would see her differently and be terrified for their lives to know what she was. And her father as well. That would only put her father's life in danger with vampire hunters out to get them both if they knew who they were. Though Rowan wasn't scared to be having death threats, she could easily move like the flash of lightning and jump straight into the air without a broom and land perfectly on the ground like a cat. She truly was special, but not in the way someone could consider special.

The sound of the train rolling along the tracks seemed to calm Rowan down. Made her actually cheerful and not so moody. Normally with so many people on board it made her feel really awkward to be around. Lucky for her to choose a compartment that wasn't crowded. Which came to the thought of families. The Weasleys and the Potters. She listened as Scorpius talked about them, enjoying his stay with them. How he could get along with such a large family, she wasn't quite sure. She would feel awkward around them. "Big families tend to be a bit much for me. Too many people, too little of personal space. I'm sorry if I offend you, its just that I like my space. I need my space. If not I wouldn't be the person that I am today."[/b]

Strange how she put it considering she didn't need very much space, just enough space to move around and mingle with others to blend in. To fit in. She never felt like she fit in here at all. Always keeping secrets, going into the Forbidden Forest at night. It wasn't like anyone else around here. It was just her. She felt lonely and scared. "You seem happy on the outside, but on the inside you feel betrayed? Scared maybe even sad? I'm sorry if I'm intruding, its just that you seem troubled."[/b]

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STARRING, scorpius hyperion malfoy
SPEECH, 460
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LYRICS, painting flowers by all time low
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[.SCORPIUS HYPERION MALFOY !]

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Scorpius felt slightly sorry for Rowan. People who were intimidated by someone, didn’t bother to get to know more about them. Rowan was definitely a mysterious girl, but so where many others in Hogwarts. Yet he was sure that there was nothing maliciously evil about her and he knew about evil people. He had lived surrounded by many for the past sixteen years. Rowan was just different, there was something he couldn’t place about her, but not even that could really bother Scorpius. She was pleasant enough to be around, much more pleasant than his other “friends” Scorpius nodded at her words, now that people knew his true feelings he had lost many people he believed to be his friends. His actions were destined to cause him trouble, what ever Rowan was keeping would probably bring her trouble. Knowing better he decided not to press the subject, if Rowan ever trusted him enough with what ever information she was keeping, it would be her own decision.

“You know my grandma used to yell me something when I was younger, “Is better to be alone, than surrounded by bad influences.” Scorpius wished that he would have paid more attention to her words. He allowed himself to be dragged into a world he didn’t feel comfortable with. He allowed his grandfather and his own father to lead him into a road he didn’t believe in. In the end hurting those he cared about. Bad decisions had led to a bad ending, one that he now had to fix. Thankfully he felt better now, he had become his own self, had made his own decisions and had taken his own steps. Fixing the road was going to be hard, but he had some very good new friends to help him.

“Oh don’t worry about it. Is definitely strange to be surrounded by so many people. We used to have lots of visitors back home, but I rarely actually spoke to them and only gave them small glimpses. When in Hogwarts my so called friends tended to group on me, so I sneaked off into the Room of Requirement. Is the best place to be if you want to be alone.” When his father had first told him about the room, Scorpius had only paid small attention, he had been quite young back then. But after he actually came to Hogwarts it was one of the first places he looked for. As he grew older and things became worse, it was the place he went in hopes to relax and forget about his troubles. “Yet with the Potters I mostly stayed with Rose Weasley and Albus Potter, so the I really didn’t spoke much to everyone else."

After Rowan asked her question, Scorpius looked away for a moment. He was troubled, there were lots of changes going in his life and he wasn’t sure that he would get used to them. “You are right, my family is not the best. But they are still my family and I miss them deeply. I have never missed a Christmas with them, yet I will be missing this one and probably all the others, I still have my sister. But there is an emptiness were they used to be. But lets not talk about the sadness, going back to Hogwarts is something we need to be happy about.” Scorpius smiled, even after all the bad Hogwarts was the place he knew he could at least be more happy. Even without his old friends, Hogwarts will be the same, Hogwarts will always be welcoming.

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"I don't always think Hogwarts to be a happy place. Too many memories. Thing I don't want to remember. Old times, stories told down. My mother used to tell me about her time at Hogwarts. How she had a blast and how she would get in trouble with her friends. I... I'm not like her. I don't have those special moments. It doesn't feel like a second home. It feels like a prison, locked up in memories of a woman I've only known for five years of my life and who's no longer here. I can't ask anyone what it was like for them in my family because they won't talk about it. My dad's a goddamn vampire and doesn't know what its like here..."

The words just spilled from her mouth without her realizing what she had just said before it was too late. Her hands covered her mouth in shock as she looked at Scorpius wondering if he caught onto the words that spewed from her mouth. She was scared now. How could they have just slipped like that? How? Quickly standing up, she pulled the curtains of the windows to the hallway closed to make sure no one was staring in. She didn't need the whole school to know.

Tears were coming at a pace now as she rested her head against the door, blood staining the curtains as it dripped down the door. It was an impossible task she couldn't mend or take back. What was done was done, the damage was already done. She couldn't take it back no matter how hard she tried. Murdering someone was not the answer, and she didn't need to be nailed by her father for killing a student especially one who was a powerful family in the wizarding world. "Please. Don't tell. Not very many people know. The teachers know, but they have the right to know what's going on with the students here."

[/b] Shock was overcoming Rowan, as she turned around and slid to the floor, the door posing as the wall.

Rowan hoped her tears would stop soon, because they were staining her smooth pale skin red as they dripped down onto her shirt. She used to be so good at watching what she said, but she was so wrapped up on the memories of her mother, that they just spilled like gasoline spiking a wildfire. A secret so deadly that she could kill everyone on the train before they even knew what hit them, was hard to keep for someone who couldn't control the words she said. Rowan could just see it. Her father calling her weak-minded and stupid. How they could be killed. Murdered for what they were. Hunted down. She would have to stop coming to just find a place where the two of them could live safely without having to worry about being hunted.

Resting her head on the seat cushion she pulled her legs up toward her chest and hugged them like she was going to make a cannonball into a pool. "I don't know, how it slipped. I...this can't happen..... i'm dead. done for..."[/b] she was mumbling words off, scared, frightened for whatever was going to happen. It was like her, fear was just pumping through her veins that someone had heard what she had said. She was terrified for her life. How could that have happened? And what was Scorpius' thought to all of this? The girl that nobody liked?

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STARRING, Scorpius Hyperion Malfoy
SPEECH, 581
COSTUME, here
LYRICS, painting flowers by all time low
CREDIT, amethyst
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