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Post by .ROWAN KESTREL AMBER ! on Apr 10, 2010 0:32:58 GMT -5
ROWANK.AMBER EVERYTHINGYOUWANTEDTOKNOWANDMORE.------------------------- made by emmy at caution. |
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Post by .ROWAN KESTREL AMBER ! on Apr 10, 2010 0:43:35 GMT -5
DEARJOURNAL,
Life is seems calm right now. Sure, I'm not the most popular person at Hogwarts, but at least I'm not an attention whore. Which would be very bad on my part for having to keep my secret. That would be a big no no if that got out. I would be dead or used for something else. Not what Ineed right now. Especially if someone is looking for the kind person that I am. Half Vampire. Half Human. How I was even made in the first place is a complete mystery to me because frankly I probably shouldn't even exist. How can a vampire and a human mate? I mean really how is that even possible? Was it a change in the force of nature? I wonder if this world is falling part because so many people want to destroy the muggles or imprison them. Whatever their views are. I no longer pay attention to the junk that goes on. Because frankly it doesn't concern me anymore then if anyone happens to those around me. Of course I would be quite angry if my friends were harmed, at the least the few friends that i have. Otherwise I could care less. I am not the kind of person to sit around and watch things happen, but of course, that's the kind of person that I am. I do sit there and let things happen. It's who I am. I enjoy watching others suffer. It must be the blood cravings I have.
Otherwise there wouldn't be a problem with watching people suffer. I wouldn't enjoy it. I would be sick to my stomach. But I'm not. I love watching others suffer. To see them become embarrassed in front of everyone. I live off of that. I live of their embarrassment. I enjoy that as much as I enjoy the blood of a human. I love the luscious scent that the blood gives off. Especially when someone has been cut. But do give me complete sympathy when the blood of another girl drives me nuts. I do not go for the same sex especially during their time. Do you ever wonder what goes through my mind during that time? It drives me insane. That smell, everything about it, drives me crazy. Mind you I am not attracted to the same gender. It's the blood that leads me to do this. I cannot stop myself as I sit around waiting for something to happen. I love an adventure when one permits. But of course such things may never happen....
LOVE,ROWAN. |
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